Found this picture and had to use it! Definitely my #WCW and best date I’ve ever had @jdicola 👭❤️
Can we all take a minute and realize that we’re old as hell. 😳 #SpiceGirls #SpiceWorld
What I wouldn’t give right now.
All my favorite guys are together right now. Gdula, Dane, Timmy, Shep, Rev, Conley, and Grimes are all together and drinking and having a great time. I would give anything to be able to go hangout with them right now. Those are my guys, and I miss them so much.
#TBT to 5 years ago 😳 senior year playing volleyball. I think this was the only time that entire season that I had a smile on my face. I’ve never hated a coach so much and I’ve never had a coach hate me right back. Oh well… It made for an interestingly miserable season for both of us. Still hate the guy to this day.
Can’t believe this was 4 years ago… Front page of the paper in color and everything.
They sang to me 😒 but I got this for free!!! Thanks to @TheCheesecakeFactory and my mom for having a big mouth.
It’s my birthday! I’m supposed to be happy right? So why am I the exact opposite? I feel like this just marks another year that I’ve spent alone… I feel like this is just the beginning if another horrible year of my life that will lack love and compassion. I look around me and all I can see is people moving on with their lives. Graduating, traveling, getting engaged and married, having kids, having lives. Me? I’m in the same place I’ve always been. Alone with no plans. And next year at this time I’ll still be alone with no plans. And 10 years from now I’ll STILL be alone with no plans. So for now I’ll paint on that oh so convincing fake smile and pretend that I am happy.
22nd birthday and I just feel old…
All anyone wants in the world… This would be perfect
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The most romantic moments of my life have been lived through movies and tv shows. I get so emotionally invested in the lives of these romance stricken characters that for just a little while I forget that it’s not real life, I forget that it’s not my life. I live in their romance, in their happiness, and in their seemingly unlimited bliss. But once the moments over I come back to real life and remember that there has been no romance in my life, no thought out moments and no breathtaking memories with a love that I can remember forever.
My life is sad. I’m almost 22 and have yet to know great and hopelessly endless love between two people.
It’s not about sex.
As crazy as it may seem I could go without sex. I not saying I want to but what I am saying is that if I had to choose between having meaningless sex or being truly loved… Well I think I’d choose love.
Don’t get me wrong, sex is great and all but it’s the before that I enjoy the most. The rush of falling in love just seems so much better to me. The pure surge of emotion in that first touch is a feeling I live for. Not a sexual touch but a first date and all you want to do is hold their hand or put your arm around them kind of touch. When even even the slightest graze against each other feels like your heart is imploding. I live for that feeling. And you don’t get that from sex. When you finally get to hold their hand and on your head all you can think is that in that very moment in time their is nothing better, nowhere you’d rather be with any other person, nothing you could imagine doing that would be more perfect, that is the feeling I strive for. Love not lust.